Tender

 

 It is Oct 23. I’m a sea of feels. I feel like I am on vyvanse, someone definitely drugged my meal I just don’t know who or when. But today I just wanted to make note of how absurdly lucky I am. I almost can’t believe it myself. I didn’t win the girl-friend lottery, but man let me tell you I for sure won the boy-friend one. I feel so damn loved today, I had lunch with Esau at this really dope burger place, I had 2 Moscow mules and a damn good buzz. We talked for hours about our families then I came home and took a nap. Then Will is so much more than I ever imagined for myself. He carried me from my closet room to my bed because I said I was “tender” today. I meant to say I had a fucking demon inside of me stabbing my uterus and making me bleed to death. But he didn’t need to know that. He let me eat his nuggets when I said I didn’t want any, if that isn’t love… you know nothing Jon Snow!

That’s all folks. By folks I mean probably just future me. Gotta get my money’s worth on this Squarespace membership